A million thoughts are racing around in my head, none of them are worthwhile but it’s best to just get them down and out.
How is it that men re-partner so easily after separating from a 15-year relationship? Is he so co-dependent and scared of being with himself? I was perplexed considering the whole premise of him leaving me in the first place was so he could be ‘alone’.
Another lie, another nail. Why could he not be honest? He was, eventually, when I asked him to just tell me the fucking truth. That made it easier for me to leave him behind. He wasn’t telling me the truth then so how can I trust anything he says now? I can’t. He’s a liar.
Communication, therefore, has been strained. It is easier to just not talk about anything except our son. I am not interested in anything else he has to say or what’s going on in his life. He chose to leave and that’s the way it’s going to be from my side.
I deserve better than him. The energy I am reflecting out these days is one of self love and self worth. He will not knock me down, not anymore.
I have found peace and it’s because he’s not in my life. Thanks – you did me a huge favour.
Life is for living & loving